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I just want to go back to being completely carefree and not caring about what others think, I don't want to be worried, I just don't want to be sad, I just simply want to stop feeling any negative emotions completely

I just want to feel as happy as I was back when I was way younger, blissfully unaware of everything. I just want to go back and feel like that one last time, I know it's never going to happen again but I just want it to. I don't want to feel happiness in an excited, energetic way, like how I feel at a trampoline park, I want to feel the warm kind of happiness that comes from being comfortable, and feeling safe. One emotion that I haven't felt on a long time. I just want to feel like I belong. I just want to feel loved, cared about, I don't want to be worried and scared, I don't want to feel like scurrying away like a scared animal every time something happens, I want to feel like I'm a part of this world. I want to experience what it's like to feel human again.

There is a big part of losing your ignorance as you grow up and its a part of everybody... since as we get older we take on lots more responsibilities
And our brains tune in to what's around us more, which includes people

Ok buddy we get it

You're commenting far too much

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