quite smart m8; I realize I may not be as feminine as I think I once was and this may be due to a lack of a father figure. In recent years I've fluctuated between being feminine and masculine, often some days choosing one or the other. I may be genderfluid, and we'll go with that, but I observe that I have been left to my own devices to observe what is good and what is evil, without even one half of what I need to realize that. something unknown