Teenagers alcohol where I live is just alcohol

i know mate i got absolutely hammered on a trip to six flags fiesta texas back in summer of 2023 cause one of the older kids brought some vodka mixed with gatorade

if its wrong then why does it feel so good

lmao i dont need alcohol to make poor life choices
in fact ive made better decisions drunk imo

1. i had fun for the first time in my life under the influence
2. im so afraid of alcohol poisoning im extremely cautious about doing stuff

im dying at 45 anyways

i say it because i know it

whats the point of making the most of my life if we all die in the end?
i see life for having fun. take risks, make mistakes, fall in love, live things fast. i dont wanna get old, i wanna do the things i wanna do and then be free.