hey everyone, guess who’s back?

g-ds tryna tell me smth, like it’s been just one stab after another these past weeks there has to be a message
- charles (my snail) died last week
- my mom yelled at me on saturday
- i went ice skating on sat, bruised knees and on sun i went to pickle ball and got mosquito bites where my bruises are
- it’s exam week
- still carrying anxiety from october 7th that cousins are dead
- other personal events
sounds like g-d wants me to kill my self ngl and idgaf ill do it

like lwk i can’t even try anymore it’s like g-d is shutting me down
and maybe it’s for the better
im chill with divine judgement

Pleeeease dont kys shira
Your one of the stream users that I'm happy to see when you show up. Pleeeeease dont do this😰

do NOT kill yourself
because at some point things will always get beter, internally or externally

just like they all say "when theres rain, theres thunder, then the sun comes back"

All of this is just an obstacle in your life , it is not a ravine you need to jump into , it is not a lake you need to drown into, it is not a rope you have to put your head into.

Moments like this makes you learn how to trully enjoy what you have, im sorry for all of those things that happenned, but for exemple , you realise how much you liked your snail, how much you liked your cousins, and also how much you will enjoy the peace of the weeks after the exams.

You never loose anything cause you always learn. So no, g-d aint trying to tell you to do the nono, he tryna make you learn, move on, get up from any hard moment, never give up, believe in yourself.
Hope that all of this will help you.

if you want to go with that logic: it may be him testing you. for what? im not sure. just hang in there.

‘just ‘hang’ in there’ LMAOOO

i feel like it wouldve been worse if i made the joke.

it doesnt seem like something the lord would want though
and while im only familiar with the christian god it seems like youd be stronger for holding out and perservering

Neko here
First of all, don't kill yourself, just don't,
Second, things do seem bad and you may feel like ending it all, i've been there before, but it does eventually get better,
I'm here if you need to talk to me, you know my main
🫂

its not too bad, im just being called to g-d

we all just hit lows in life, it's not your fault

i swear its a sign like i shouldn’t even classify this as venting im legit praying

i may not know you too well, but i can tell you this: don't kill yourself. ever. it may be hard, but thats life. If you simply just grit your teeth and pull through, wouldn't that show to your god that you can withstand even his trials?

but he’s telling me something, i know

he's telling you that things may be hard, but you can persevere.