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(tw everything) I am uncomfortable in lying to you any longer as I am of my truth. | I am not a good person. It has taken me some time to accept it and even more time to be able to tell others. I must confess that I have lost a good relationship with my brother for so casually stealing from him. Many of my nicest things I have stolen, or failed to earn. Ihave hit my sister younger than me by five years out of rage. I complain about my mother quite often, but in reality I have failed to give her a reason to trust me and even fewer to love me. I have committed adultery, as I'd rather pedantly call it, as well as regularly consumed unsubstantial, sexually inappropriate material for the purpose of pleasure. I have sexually assaulted two people in my life, which I may never forgive myself for. Although I'd like to care for others, I do not have the resources to show it. I lie in almost every single situation everyday; recently this has regarded the very sustenance my mother's birds rely on. I am a huge glutton. I complain about other people, or judge, or do acts of self harm; but almost everybody I know feels everything far worse, and has gone through more. Some have told me they almost committed suicide but didn't just because they stayed with a friend. Others have told me their parent raped and stabbed their other. I cannot feel remorse for many things which upsets me; and if I'm upset or I know I should be, I act stoic and quiet. No matter what excuse of isolation or being raised not to feel anything I make for myself, I am at fault for so much. Even in others' lives, I am passively at fault for not helping or for complaining of my own problems. | made w/ Imgflip meme maker
78 views • 3 upvotes • Made by Ada. 3 weeks ago in LGBTQ
34 Comments
Shitassicum M
0 ups, 3w,
2 replies
how did you sexually assault someone
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
one, when i was little id play with my sister, completely unaware yes but still f**ked up
two, more recently my dumbass was making inappropriate jokes around the wrong person and i didnt pick up their discomfort
Shitassicum M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
ough
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
sorry
Shitassicum M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
k so the first one: u weren't aware it's not full your fault and you feel remorse now that's all u can do
seconly: everyone is weird if u make someone uncomfortable by accident u can't do shit not everyone has the same boundries
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
dont try to tell me im fine
Shitassicum M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
oh you're not you're f**ked but you're not as bad as you think you are
feeling bad for yourself and wallowing will only worsen it
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
youre right
sorry im being a dick
Shitassicum M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
*yuo'er
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
Millie_The_Girlkisser M
0 ups, 3w
My favorite flavor of cheese
Garfieldfan8497
0 ups, 3w
Bro that's a bad thing
embodiment-of-autism.
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
ok this isnt the time to make a mario kart world comment just have goober 3
Ada. M
0 ups, 2w
goobz
Cooookie
0 ups, 3w,
2 replies
yikes, thats a whole lot. mustve been heavy, wasnt it.
(actual 2 minutes of silence of trying to word things)
bad people do bad things and persist to do them. but it doesnt mean that they-
nobody is a bad person. people do bad things. and no matter HOW MUCH they say it; people can change. pop culture has a way of lying to everyone. i belive you are a good person.
do you see me as a good person? yes? no? retorical. i have (thinks if i want to slur or not) frickin trust disorders and issues.
i have to frickin lie to people to keep myself frickin sane. all because i ope- ...no.
you know you have done bad things in the past. but that doesnt mean you have to continue.
(what about me? its called even more lying! im lying to you about somthing so i could get through better.)
you arnt fine, you have seemed to acsept that already. but if you work on it, you can, in time, get through shit.
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
"youre not a bad person, youve just done bad things. you can do better, the past doesnt matter if you try."
is this the core message youre trying to give me
Cooookie
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
a) not what i meant
b) you know thats not i meant
look, people are broken. and have been for litiral ages. most authors of old were mentaly insane. people did the same thing you have before. did that ever stop them from doing great things? the past matters a whole fukin lot. but what you do of your knowledge of the past, thats what i was going for.
if you want to give up and just laze around all day or do ratical, unchangable life altering actions, i physicaly cant stop you. but i urge you not to.
for some reason i always find myself thinking that with depresiion and adjacents (funny how the last time i used that word was on the same pseudo topic) you both pity yourself, hoping people pity you, and that you dont deserve pity. weird how it happens.
Ada. M
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
that last statement feels weird
Cooookie
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
yeah, it was a tangent. it didnt need to be there. was it there? yeah...
Ada. M
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
mhm
Cooookie
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
me when tone blind:
Ada. M
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
me when my normal response confused someone:
Cooookie
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
me when there is a slight bit of embarasment in my reply:
Ada. M
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
me when:
Cooookie
0 ups, 2w
:
Ada. M
0 ups, 2w,
1 reply
.
Cooookie
0 ups, 2w
<insert zero width space because i cant copy paste>
Millie_The_Girlkisser M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
Jesus Christ- I don't even know what to say
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w
I really do suck and you have every right to hate me
Bbee1949.. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
Ada.
My friend.
This is not a good path to go down. I've been down it myself.
First and foremost: You are not a bad person. You need to understand this. You may have done bad things. Learn from them. Build on your experiences to become better.
Always remember: Just because you have done bad things does not make you a bad person. You are my friend, and I simply will not allow you to go down this spiral. You have helped me when I needed it, even if you didn't know. I have…lost friends who followed through with these kinds of thoughts. I will be there whenever you need to talk. I will listen to any issues you may have. It is not a burden, especially if I'm helping out a friend.
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
i dont deserve all of you
Bbee1949.. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
Despite what it may seem to my irl friends, I do care about people.
And no. you got it wrong. WE dont deserve YOU. You are amazing.
Ada. M
0 ups, 3w,
1 reply
:|
Bbee1949.. M
0 ups, 3w
YOU are amazing.
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I am not a good person. It has taken me some time to accept it and even more time to be able to tell others. I must confess that I have lost a good relationship with my brother for so casually stealing from him. Many of my nicest things I have stolen, or failed to earn. Ihave hit my sister younger than me by five years out of rage. I complain about my mother quite often, but in reality I have failed to give her a reason to trust me and even fewer to love me. I have committed adultery, as I'd rather pedantly call it, as well as regularly consumed unsubstantial, sexually inappropriate material for the purpose of pleasure. I have sexually assaulted two people in my life, which I may never forgive myself for. Although I'd like to care for others, I do not have the resources to show it. I lie in almost every single situation everyday; recently this has regarded the very sustenance my mother's birds rely on. I am a huge glutton. I complain about other people, or judge, or do acts of self harm; but almost everybody I know feels everything far worse, and has gone through more. Some have told me they almost committed suicide but didn't just because they stayed with a friend. Others have told me their parent raped and stabbed their other. I cannot feel remorse for many things which upsets me; and if I'm upset or I know I should be, I act stoic and quiet. No matter what excuse of isolation or being raised not to feel anything I make for myself, I am at fault for so much. Even in others' lives, I am passively at fault for not helping or for complaining of my own problems.