ouch. sorry abt that.
i had a crush before, when i was living in La Marne (oh boy lemme tell ya youre born there you become instantly a flatist) and one day, i told her "i love you" (autistic ahh answer, shoudl've been "i think i have feelings for you" or sumthing IDK) and well.....went bad ! real bad. kinda lost contact with her since i moved after that into another region. So now, with the crush i have now, i dont wanna mess up again cuz this time, i REALLY love her and wouldnt be able to go through the whole "heartbreak" process.