I'm sorry, bro, I certainly care and I sometimes have trouble with my family too, but we're always here to support you and if you want to talk, I'll be available for a while now. Be who you want to be, and do what feels right to you. I believe that if you just keep trying, you will get through it. And I'm not sure where you are when it comes to religion, but if you are religious, God bless you.