My mental health has been in a terrible place recently. The biggest reason is because my gf broke up with me about a week ago. It was the first break up I’ve ever been through so it’s pretty hard. We’ve been dating for well over a year at that point and that’s a long time for high schoolers. And that whole break up put some bad thoughts in my head. (Don’t worry not suicidal ones) Thoughts like “im a terrible person” and “ I’ll never be good enough” and much more. It’s also hard to just be happy. Whenever it looks like I’m happy I’m not. I’m just pretending to act happy so people don’t worry about me. And I have severe anxiety so I’ve been getting a lot of panic attacks recently and it’s hell. I just don’t know what to do at this point man.
bro i know this sounds but you can talk to me i know how hard some stuff is to go through ( I myself was really down when impersonating you it was like a ventilation system for my anger and such). You can talk to me at any time!!
Well i appreciate that but I can’t help but think that I am a bad person constantly. With everything going on in my life it feels like I’m hated and nobody wants me around