gang, with all honesty, i don't need more social media making an influence on my life currently
i'm not really doing very well (which is why i haven't been using the site as much as i had been prior) and i feel like social media is a major cause of that
i've recently relapsed back into my porn addiction, which i've been trying to break for a long time now, i'd gotten bitten in the ass by my own curiosity when i viewed gore just to see how it looked (which those images do NOT easily leave your headspace), and i've overall been feeling kind of... bored with this site? like, don't get me wrong, there's still people here that i very much enjoy talking with (you, chrono, yachi, etc), but i feel like this site has been getting primarily populated with
different types of people that i don't necessarily like, even more than before.
on top of that, i've been trying to make more irl friends; i'm 15 at the time of typing this, and almost every friend that i had, had distanced themself from me. i feel a deep shame for myself in my current state, as even my english in it's current state is not the best, as i've been homeschooled for more than half my life, and only recently have been enrolled in an ACTUAL school. besides that though, i am also VERY much obese, and have been for years, which has also not helped my social status. in short, while you guys are cool, i need to find friends that i can go to the mall, have sleepovers, and do other friend shit with, and i don't think having yet another social media app will assist me in that goal.
tl;dr, no thanks lol
