Uhh it's not a wave for me it's like an alien j side my brain ehos there always

Ride it. Let yourself feel like crap for a bit. Then it will go away. Trust.

your not helping

She asked for help. However, I didn't ask for feedback.

i will

Not bad. Life can't be all fun and games.

Whenever something like that happens, I usually tear part of my skin that has eczema off as well. Makes for great stress relief..

... I mean, I'll pick at pimples and scabs till they bleed, then write in blood in my journal. Does it hurt, or is it like peeling a sunburn?

What I do is scratch it until it is just kinda worn off

I have a wave a depression every time something reminds me of her (almost always).
Luckily i have the best friend one could wish, he makes me feel better more than my actual therapist (who is paid and has studied to do his job but he does it terribily) and he never judges me, no matter how i'm pitiful and useless.
Man if I wouldn't know him i probably would be dead rn

I'm so luck

*lucky

I would most likley starve myself, cry, maybe sh, lay in bed all day if I can, and if anybody irl asks if I'm ok I say I'm fine. and nobody on here would have any idea unless I said something .

do something fun

idk what to do

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HVcD86_FX90

look at a funny youtube thing

Try to put into words why I feel this way. Write it down. Study it. Decide whether or not it's something I have any control over. If yes, then try to find a solution. If no, burn it or flush it down the toilet.

Cry

yeah i did that already, like 15 times today

Hit my drums, create music, go outside, play music loudly so the deafening sound of bass can makes me forget the pain inside and otherwise im just staring into the void feeling ike i have no reasons to be here/i will never overcome that

Let the momentum of my ADHD take me out to the deepest part of the depression ocean where the sad whales sing to me and we sing together about how our lives are unfunny jokes but death is still scary so *shrug*

real

cry inside

already done that, but i have to toughen up cuz i'm 15

understandable

I watch gore, self harm, cry, self hate, wonder where the hell I put the tv remote, listen to filthy hardbass, watch twisted memes, watch the root beer guy, and talk to my friends online