I wonder what being complimented feels like

Life iz so much easier when you stop giving a shit and just live your best life to the fullest by being the truest version of yourself you can be.

Don't we all?
I make up a happy world in my head because I find reality scary, You make up an edgy world in your head because you find reality boring.

You're finally learning.

I am not learning shit from your ass spitting out half nonsense shit because you wanna sound different

Mr. Miyagi was raised in a small village on Okinawa. At that time there was a bad tempered bull near the village. The bull was very bad, he chased children, women going shopping, farmers, everybody.

Then one day, BIG festival,everybody was happy.

That day, bad bull became good soup.

Why do you act like this? There's literally no reason to be saying you're mentally ill and weird. Sure I don't know what's going on in your real life, but I know nothing would cause you to act this way. There must be a reason why you want others to think that you're not normal, that's not a good thing

>>Why do you act like this?

Because I wan't to.

>>There's literally no reason to be saying you're mentally ill and weird.

There iz, because I *AM*. And because I *want* to.

>>Sure I don't know what's going on in your real life, but I know nothing would cause you to act this way.

You haven't been alive long enough to have even the faintest clue. I'm tame compared to some of the people I was in hospital with. War veterans for example. I knew one vet who tore off his own ear and another one that used to shit in his own hand and carry it around. I ain't that ill but there plenty of people who have been through so much that they are.

>>here must be a reason why you want others to think that you're not normal

I find it therapeutic, authentic and exhilarating. And a lot of people find it entertaining or at least intriguing.

>>that's not a good thing

Being a boring NPC who's mind is a mere replica of another persons isn't a good thing. Maybe when you reach the age of reason and mature you'll accept that people are different and that's a GOOD thing. Hating on people for being different is lame ass bullshit for insecure losers who haven't seen their teeny little Nazi weenie in years.

We didn’t ask for your ELA essay that is four weeks due

"Riiiiight, what the hell kind of a name is "Soap", eh? How'd a muppet like you pass selection?

[I like Soap because hez a Glaswegian like me!]

Dawg I’m not from Scotland

I know. I was talking about your profile name. Which is the same name as the fictional Call Of Duty character SOAP.

Get it? The name YOU picked? Ring any bells?

I'm not any less mature than you, at least as mature as you are. Both in terms of age and behaviour. Maybe doesn't count as what you call a mental illness, but ever since I was 10 I've got into countless dramas in real life and online because of my severe anger issues and unexpected crashouts, they never stopped. I'm also a loner and have gone through depressing times too. So no, I'm not a NPC nor am I too young to understand shit

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wait till you get a proper job, an apartment and have to pay taxes. You'll find out what being depressed and worn out going to bed at 4am just to get up for work at 7am to work 8:50am to 5pm Monday-Friday every single week is while literally everything gets more expensive while your wages don't go up and social services you desperately need due to disabilities and get their budgets trimmed away more and more each year by a government that's only in it to fill their own pockets and appease their lobbyists.

THEN you can haver on about how how you're so hard done too.
Ya poor wee soul ye lmao.
I'd give anything to be a kid again, having everything provided for me, only having to worry about edgy teenage drama and arguing with my Mummy like my pre-maturity dayz again instead of dealing with things like, food to survive. No biggie!

Just because you're an adult you assume every teen's life is sunshine and rainbows. Actually you should be glad you dont live in Turkey like I do. There is a severe economic crisis that's been going on for several years and everything becomes more expensive while your wage gets smaller, many people are looking for a second job to live. So I expect my adulthood to be much more depressing than yours, in terms of financial situation.

I never said that. I'm saying YOU aren't mr. hard done tae like you think you are in comparison to me.

My family is of Greek decent so don't expect much sympathy from me for Turkey's woes. Woes that are entirely self-inflicted I might add.
Greece (my ancestral homeland) is in a MUCH worse state than yours. And my country (Scotland) is poorer, underfunded and serially exploited by Westminster. We don't even have an army of our own let alone any kind of independence. YOU do.

We're a country like 1/6th the size of yours. Your GDP is at $1.455 trillion for 85 million people and ours is GDP of £218 billion for 5 million people.

Living in Scotland at times is a hell of a struggle but we look after each other as a people and that helps a lot.

You will struggle in future. But you aren't struggling NOW so have no idea what it means to even judge me. And when you do reach adulthood you'll finally understand why I act they way I do.

You're not wise, or insightful. You're judgemental. Please change and grow as a person.

Stop assuming my life is sunshine and rainbows. Maybe you had a good life when you were younger and went to shit when you grew older, but mine wasn't the best either. You think you're the only one who's went through bad things and we all have been happy 7/24

Again, I'll say it one more time since your victim complex and bruised ego keeps preventing you from processing what I'm saying.

I am NOT saying your life is 'sunshine and rainbows.'
I am Not saying you haven't struggled at all.

I am saying that YOU haven't struggled through adulthood to understand my plight.
YOU are judging ME based on YOUR lack of life experience.

Maybe pay attention to what I'm saying instead of getting defensive? There's a difference between debating and arguing.
Guess which one you are doing...

Maybe I would pay attention to what you say if 99% of it wasn't "Me when I'm delusional stormfront mental illness I'm weird I'm so weird" and stuff that don't make sense

Strawman rebuttal. Not surprising judging by all your previous comments. Your brain must be the size of a pea.

Judging from both our previous comments, I asked why you act the way you do and you said anything except actually answer my question. You said the most random stuff, got angry for a reason I still can't see, then went on saying the dumbest shit ever

Then I'll re-answer your question in a simplified way so that you might stand a chance of understanding me.

I act the way I do because of my experiences, nurture and nature. Aaaaand also because I chose to.

I don't act like I'm the person who has struggled the most. In fact if you scroll up a little further you'll see that I literally wrote about the fact that there are people who are far worse off than me to you already.

Make sense? Or are you going to keep acting delusional and only hearing what you want to hear because your fragile little ego got bruised when your thick skull of delusion ran headfirst right into the solid brick wall of reality.

The last part is pretty iconic since you are the delusional and stupid one, not in this specific case but in general, as you agree and boast that you chose to be this way.
Is acting normal and being the smart person something you can't do? And would doing it do any bad to you? It would surely get at least some people here to feel bad for you. But you chose to cope with your shit in a way that makes no one feel bad for you.

There's a defence between choosing to act like a delusional idiot for levity and comedic value and actually being delusional idiot.

You use words and terms that you do not even understand.

You are not arguing against my point, you are arguing against ME.

See what I'm getting at now or has what I've said gone in one ear and out the other once again?

You do realize anything you said here applies more to you than it does to me right? I have acted like a dumbass for comedy a lot of times before, (occasionally mentally ill too) but unlike you I didn't build my whole personality on it to a point where I ONLY act like a delusional idiot.

I understand everything I say, I doubt even you understand some of what you say.

I did mostly argued against your point, but you kept insulting my intelligence and maturity.

Do YOU see what I'm getting at? You gotta look at yourself too, everything you insulted me for goes double for you.

>>I understand everything I say

I highly doubt that given what you've been saying recently.

>> did mostly argued against your point, but you kept insulting my intelligence and maturity.

No you did not. You failed to comprehend a simple explanation and proceeded to call me stupid. I questioned your maturity because you are acting immature.

>>Do YOU see what I'm getting at?

You're not 'getting' at anything. You're whinging at me while ignoring my answers because you got upset.

>>You gotta look at yourself too, everything you insulted me for goes double for you.

Not in this case it doesn't. This difference is, kiddo is that this whole time I've been debating your points while you have been arguing against me as a person.

Make sense?

Femboy dancing in pink mini dress

His wee brains have turned to pure mush.

You threw the bag too far away. I think we should say our points simplified from the beginning. And don't add the random bullshit like the first time, maybe that way we can understand each other.
And if possible act normal and be smart, even though I know you normally choose not to

If you don't understand something simply tell me and I'll explain it differently to you. Throwing your dummy out the pram and resorting to name-calling isn't the mature thing to do. Not understanding isn't something to feel ashamed of and get upset about it. Simply ask me in future to rephrase then, aye?
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If you are going to behave yourself and act mature then I'll happily chat with you. But if you attack me as a person and ignore me simply because you don't understand what I'm telling you and because you have some petty vendetta against silly little me then I'm not going to engage in conversation with you.

At first i did actually try to act mature and talk to you about whatever problems you have, you just said that you chose to be that way and stuff, in stupid immature ways ofc, and started insulting me and acted like I started insulting you first when I reacted.

It's probably because she's on drugs

That's far from how a high person would act.

I mean meds