“Everything you've ever wanted is sitting on the other side of fear.” — George Addair.

don't kill yourself, your parents wouldn't want to bury their child

You can talk to me

I understand that you don't want to talk about it. Nobody should have to go through what you've gone through... but you have, and you survived. If you throw it all away now, that will have been for nothing.

Dude i'm actually about to f**king cry.
I don't even know what the hell i would do if you were to do that, i know that things going on in your life really sucks but i am telling you right now, DO NOT DO IT. You can believe me or not but when you die it isn't going to be any "floating in a void for eternity" suicide will lead you straight to hell which is unimaginably painful compared to whatever the f**k you are feeling right now, you can really turn your life around right now, things can get better and it just takes patience. I am actually F**KING shaking right now, please rethink what you are doing, i don't want to lose my best friend, this will actually f**k me up more than i already am, please just talk to me.

I’m sorry….im so so sorry… I love you and don’t want to hurt you….im still here…don’t worry I’m still alive

You're okay.
I have also had very emotional episodes in the past, i somehow managed to not let them control me, which is very hard but it feels better in the end.

I know how you feel as of right im sitting outside my window playing with a knife wondering if I should jump as I write this. I know how you feel and I wish I could say that it’s gets better but I truly don’t know if it does

don't jump please. I don't want you to do that. I cant let you do that. I need you to stay. you have to stay.

Oh my God
I don't know what's going on with you
But remember its temporary
You shouldn't make any decision which not only will affect you but your parents and your family
And offing yourself is not a solution to anything what's happening with you i can tell for sure
I hope you consider this and i wish you a better future

If you succeed I wish you luck in the afterlife. Glad I knew you