why do you matter to me? why every time i'm down, you appear in my dreams, soothing me. that's not how i remember you, when i's with you. i'm not worth it to you then why are you worth it to me. why do you live on my mind rent free? i bet you don't even think about me. what is this sick obsession? i should be thinking about people who did me right but all i think about is you. every memory of you i got, you lied, cheated and what not. but still i see you...will you ever leave me alone? you left me when i needed you the most. you don't care about me. i don't know why i want you back. maybe because i think you'd be easy to control and manipulate you. am i a bad person? exactly like you? maybe yes i am a sociopath. but unlike you i got a heart