Dude, seriously, are guns worth your long-term mental health? I don't even understand how this can be an issue for you. I'm pretty sure that, if you get treatment, you'll look back and wonder the same thing. I wish you the best of luck, anyway.
I am with you! I have known brothers who have had their weapons taken. F**k that! There are groups you can join anonymously - just make a new email acct and use a diff name. I am on experience project as SilencedSoul68 if you ever want to talk. And just ignore the ones who don't understand and speak from ignorance!