I'm actually so sorry you have to go through this, please don't kill yourself bro, we love you. It's a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I'm praying for you and I hope it gets better 🙏. I'm not sure I know (or remember) enderparrot and nethercarry, but I'll let ES know. I'm not forcing you too but I'm gonna follow you so you can memechat if you need (again, not forcing, but recommending) Don't be so hard on yourself, things will get better 🙏❤️
