Never Never Land

What if I don't want to obey God? What if I want to be free from that

Then you go right ahead.
God forces Himself on no one.
You were created with free will.
God could have created robot people who were forced to love Him.
Instead, he gave you a choice.
God loves all of His creation. That doesn’t mean He wants to spend Eternity with everyone. He will spend Eternity, only with those who Love Him, & choose to spend Eternity With Him.
God will never force you to go to heaven.
People are free to choose an Eternity Apart From Him.
In Christianity, we call that place Hell.
Up to you.

So I get eternal torture if I don't listen to your stupid god? Doesn't sound very loving. I don't even believe he exists. I believe nature exists.

Fine. Have it your way. That is the luxury of free will that your Creator has provided.
Why are you so upset about something you believe doesn’t even exist?

What makes you think that LOVING is the ultimate utmost attribute of God?
You think that, because you have just a surface level of knowledge about Him. Sounds like you’ve heard things ABOUT God — ABOUT the Bible. There’s no way to UNDERSTAND God, or the Bible that way. That’s called a Misunderstanding. You see… our Creator is a loving God, but He is a JUST God.

Besides that, He tells His creation what’s necessary, if you want your eternity to be spent With Him, or Apart from Him. Sounds fair to me.

Of course nature exists.
God created it.

Are you trying to insult me, or God, by the disrespectful language about God?

Part 2.
Plus… I was simply sharing what I teach my children.
What type of advice do/did you receive from your father?

Mine was: do what you want, do what you love, live how you please

Ok then. There you have it. If you value that advice, then live it.

You are commenting to a meme that shows some advice I give to my kids. Which includes: there are things more important than SELF. Other things more consequential than me me me.

I’m not telling you what to do. If you can benefit from my advice… check it out. Try it on. If it doesn’t work for you… make a better meme about it.

One thought I’ll leave with you:
Having strong opinions —strong negative opinions— about something you know very little about (nothing?) is not very wise.