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MY FIRST ABDUCTION THAT I REMEMBER I WAS 5 YEARS OLD. I HAVE EXPERIENCED EVERYTHING THAT WAS PORTRAYED IN THE CHRISTOPHER WALKEN MOVIE COMMUNION. ALSO I HAVE BEEN PICKED UP INCLUDING MY VEHICLE AND DROPPED OFF IN OTHER PLACES. I'M 54 WITH 28 YEARS MILITARY, 3 YEARS CIVIL SERVICE. I HAVE EXPERIENCED DEJA VU AND SEEN OTHER "PEOPLE'S" AURAS AT SOME DEJA VU MOMENTS. YESTERDAY WAS THE LATEST OF MANY DEJA VUS. DEJA VU IS THE MOST DISTURBING PHENOMENON TO ME AND MY MENTAL. I WISH SOMEONE COULD EXPLAIN IT TO ME. I JUST TELL MYSELF THAT IT MEANS I AM WHERE I AM SUPPOSED TO BE AND DOING WHAT I AM SUPPOSED TO BE DOING. HONESTLY THAT'S JUST TO CALM MYSELF DOWN BUT IT GIVES ME ANXIETY MORE THAN NOT BECAUSE IT IMPLIES THAT MY LIFE TIMELINE IS PREORDAINED AND I'M JUST AN ACTOR IN A MOVIE. REALLY. I'M SURE A HIGHER LEVEL COMPUTING INTELLIGENCE CAN MANAGE ALL OF OUR INDIVIDUAL LIVES IN SYNC AND DEJA VU ALL OF US. I'M SORRY TO HAVE TO SAY THAT BECAUSE I WONDER IF ALL OF HUMANS ENTIRE HISTORY ON EARTH IS LIKE A RECORD AND DEJA VU IS THE DJ PUTTING THE NEEDLE ON THE RECORD. MY APOLOGIES IF I DON'T MAKE SENSE.