"that's.. the problem. I'm not well put in a relationship. I feel like I'm soo weird, and hated on secretly by others. Because of how she's just saying this to me, I don't like being in relationships, that's all"
I don't really think you get what I mean, or, maybe you do.
Just cause.. I'm known as the "KNUXOUGE OOHHH THESE TWO NEED TO KIISSS" guy back then, but the REAL thing is, I'm not suited for relationships. Will I be too soft? Will I be too harsh? Will I be careless and forget her? I always get nervous in topics about REAL dating, and that's mainly why. It's best you imagine it with others than to actually do it yourself
If I decline her, even if she says "it's okay if you don't", I get guilt. She really admitted to liking me, and just me, trying to respectfully decline in ways, feel as if, I started this sadness on her that I feel super bad about