Telling you now, hell is unimaginably worse than the pain you have right now, i have thought about it before and remembering that stopped me, do not do it cause i dont want anybody to go to hell, not even rapists.
i’m desperate af for love too but i don’t let that stop me because i know that i’ll eventually succeed and meet someone i can love, you should just ride the waves and wait for love to come to you, i believe in you man, we can both do this <3