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So.. I was half-dreaming and I hear a firetruck siren dying down, it was loud. I woke up and saw red and faint blue flashing lights. I was like "What the f**k?" So I get up and move my blind up and looked out the window, there's a firetruck parked infront of our driveway, two cop cars, and an ambulance.. So at this point I'm getting worried and I can't sleep. Took me 30 minutes to even fully drift back off. It was all for my neighbor, to the right of our house.

Well, my mom asks my neighbor's mom what's going on and the mom told us, my mom was in shock-

The mother's son who was over there last night "accidently" shot himself in his left leg. His brother and sisters are in Columbia, and the son's brother comes over there sometimes, but the house is obviously a disaster.. the mother's trying to sell the house.

The son got to the hospital and he's being taken care of- when I was younger I was good friends with them until they just.. left.

Woah… that’s a lot, man. Hope both you and him are alright!

I'm fine, he's not- being shot and having to get surgery from that is much worse than what I'm going through..

I hope he's good

I hope so too-

oof....sorry to hear that man hope he gets better

Danke-

Hopefully he gets better

Same.. he's a good guy-

Tell him that everyone hopes he feels better

I don't have his number or anything-

Well then when you see him next time tell him you care ab him

..look you don't get it- once he's better, his mom is trying to get him somewhere else to live-

oh-
i didnt see that part

..yeah cus I didn't bring it up until now-

Oof getting shot sucks, do you know how fatel it was?

..Nein, I don't-

it all really depends on where you get shot. i will pray for him.

I'm struggling to even have a good morning because I ended up crying myself to sleep before any of this shit happened- it was shit between me, Garet, and his friend. I was pissed off from our friend and left and Garet was about to talk but I cut him off- so he left. I cried because I think "Shit im such a bad girlfriend-" but I tried reassuring myself I'm not and he probably left because he was pissed off at our friend. I'm having a horrible week..

Oh shit-
I forgot you were a woman, crazy that I only just put two and two together

I mean- I'm biologically a woman but I'm not.. pronoun-ically.. I guess you could call it that?
Look, I've stated before, I prefer male pronouns-

Ehh, fair enough.
Can’t judge a lot for how people feel about themselves, let alone should I

thats a fluid yk that right
zonig is genderfluid