some things that have happened
1. I stopped taking my meds (because I thought the benefit they once gave me now have to do myself). I feel a lot better. Happier. Less stomachaches. Generally I'm very satisfied with this decision.
2. I realized I'm not really interested in being queer (shut up about politics), I think I'm still non-binary, and I think I'm still cupiosexual. But, I'm not considering it much anymore. I still wish I could dress like I want and wear light makeup, but what matters is I'm me. A human. I am defined by my behavior and interests more than my gender or sexuality.
3. I finished BO2. (I think Project 2025 is very similar to Cordis Die in several ways lol) I got the worst ending but it's all good, amazing story still.
4. I decided on my friends' birthdays I was going to start making cakes in mugs and bringing them to school.
5. I got some SNE solos! (Solo And Ensemble, a choir thing)
6. h e a d a c h e s
7. Been drinking the recommended 64 oz of water each day for a few days now.
8. Ad astra per aspera. Movere, de inceps, sinecura, post omnes. Sursum. (omfg this song sounds so amazing)
9. look at these cool ass writings --> https://padlet.com/pin_thegren_ade/untitled-story-nyxrfyyi36zcqxdn
10. I turned my knife in to my mom. I can't self-harm as easily.
11. (0uO )/ takeo says hi!! won't you say hi back?
and that's how my life is going ^u^ can you tell i'm happy