Okay so here's everything mainly that happened.
I've been talk tuah to this girl I like:
This girl is very cool and matches my energy a lot. Because we're both in band, we stay after school for the bball games to play and the coolest thing that happened is when I was putting "Glue song" on the band tv thing (Our band class has a really smart projector screen, I think it's called newline. And yes, we get to put music on it cuz my band teacher is nonchalant) and she was like "I love those songs!" and we kept talking about our favorite songs and filipino music (we're both filipino) and we've just been hitting it off. And she says how she'll love to see me next year (idk if that's flirting, that's also not the exact words she said)
Also she loves Beebadoobee and Laufey, is she a keeper?
I've been losing a lot of friends lately:
just last week i've been really good friends with this girl but had NO romantical connection (not the same girl) however her bf thinks that she likes me even I told them that I have a crush on a separate girl so she said to me "don't talk to me anymore" so I stayed true to that however she's been extremely hostile towards me after that for 0 reason whatsoever, idk why.
Also been really getting closer to God, and been having a bunch of visions and even saw Jesus Christ in some dreams, as well as been getting signs:
Basically, picture this, you're on the toilet, thinking about when to confess to someone and how you can change for the better while doomscrolling on Tiktok. Suddenly, you get a video answering all these thoughts. Basically happened to me 💯💯
TL;DR: Talk tuah, loss of friend because of misunderstanding, getting closer to God
PLEASE give your thoughts on this i beg