yeah that's probably beginning stages of depression
i mean there are online tests for it, they're not official but they do offer a little insight, like if you are on the top end of the scale, you're probably depressed
but the thing is once you know you have depression the tricky thing is how do you overcome it. i have wasted many many years being depressed and where i am rn in life is a result of that, and let's just say that ain't helping with overcoming it. so always make sure you're going after a goal or something in life. don't just waste years bc you feel each day has no purpose. bc in 7 years you'll regret that big time