I HATE MY LIFE. ALL MY PARENTS DO IS FIGHT AND I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT AND FEEL LIKE ITS MY FAULT. EVERYTHING I LOVE IS RIPPED OUT BENEATH ME, INCLUDING MY ONLY IRL FRIEND'S SUICIDE. ALL OF MY BFS END UP CHEATING AND I CANT HELP BUT THINK ITS MY FAULT. I FEEL I NEED TO BE SMART AND ARTISTIC TO BE ACCEPTED BY MY FAMILY SINCE THEY IGNORE ME AND YELL AT ME CONSTANTLY. I DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS OTHER THAN SOME STRANGER ON HERE I HAVEN'T SEEN IRL. I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING I'M FINE WHEN I'M NOT FINE. EVERYONE I'VE MET ENDS UP HATING/ABANDONING ME. I FEEL LIKE PEOPLE ARE OUT TO GET ME AND JUST WANT ME GONE.