i could look through all ur posts from this month, and make a percentage of how many posts are related to lists, voting games, etc instead of other posts
i spent years trying to grow my reputation here. I expect people to be better here and more understanding because i tried to be good myself. I have no chance of survival in real life because I have a lot of disorders that make it damn near impossible. they dont understand because they are new or dont live on the internet. i have little to no choice.
my only chance irl would require herculean effort and all my chance online and real life to be liked is gone