HEY EVERYONE, I HAVEN'T POSTED IN AGES. I HAVEN'T GONE TO ANY THERAPY BUT I AM DOING MUCH BETTER MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY NOW. IN A MUCH MUCH BETTER PLACE AND FOUND SOME BELIEFS AND VALUES. LOST SOME WEIGHT AND OVERALL BETTERED MY SELF. I DON'T GET IN THOSE DEPRESSIVE STATES ANYMORE AND I SIMPLE ENJOY MY LIFE. I KNOW I'M VERY LUCKY AND HOPE EVERYONE IS DOING WELL