There's no one else in my environment I can be friends with. I am "too different" for all of them or they just have other friends they like more. I maybe can try make friends on internet but I am very paranoid about it.
Great idea, but I dunno if I can make it. I am very bad at socializing in real life. And even in internet like here I feel very awkward and sometimes stressed when I chat with someone. But I am not stressed with you because we have met before.
The best thing to do is be you don't care about what anyone thinks and if you have friends like that there jerks to reject you like that there's a whole lot of media like tik tok , YouTube and imgflip that you can use to find your people don't give up there's a friend for everyone