How much does it actually weigh tho?

tungstan cube for reference?

Depends on the size. 2ft is 5.2lbs. 2.5ft is 10.19lbs. 4ft is 41.62lbs. From Google.

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Yes

if you dont do this but with cosmoem i will do it

here i reposted it but made it better

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