Every now and then.

Many difficult decisions made this evening, a ling time in the making. Many people to take into consideration. I finally found that I needed to take myself into consideration.
A decision not made lightly, but made by me, for meband my family.
Hoping that my new friend knows he is not the reason, and still wants to be my acquaintance. I would really miss him, if he chose differently. A new chapter of the same book, will be different, but still me, maybe even more raw, who knows. The only certain thing is a heaviness from my chest and heart is lifted and life itself.
I do so hope you are wanting to remain friends...

Everything will be alright, man.

I'm truly sorry to hear about everything you're going through. Of course we will remind friends as long as you want. Ride or die man. Remember? Friends support friends through thick and thin. I'm not a fair weather cowboy. My heart goes out to you. Please don't think that it'll ruin the friendship. It's something bigger than both of us. I won't pry. I won't ask. I won't bother you. I wish to keep giving you comfort. Please allow me that chance. I know I've been busier. And that's not gonna change. But I always make time to look out for you. Sincerely. Your cowboy.