Last night I accidentally kicked something against the wall and now there’s a hole in the wall and the house isn’t ours, and my dad yelled at me and he literally pinned me against the wall by the arm and it hurt so much (if u think I’m lying I can take a picture of my arm) and he yelled at me that everything is my fault and he and my mom should have gotten an abortion bc I’m a shitty kid, he threatened to send me to foster care, he yelled about how everything is my fault, and he threatened to send me back to catholic school, also I accidentally said that I cut myself and he said good and that I deserve to be in pain. He also said that I don’t deserve to be treated nicely and that everything would be better if I could “control my attitude” even though he knows that I’m neurodivergent. He also said that being trans is wrong and that I’ll always be [deadname] to him. Also he said that I don’t deserve to have a “loving” family, and my brother who is in training to be a cop just watched the whole thing and did nothing even though my dad physically hurt me