If rain drops were kisses

*Tears of joy if this is about me or tom* really? That'd be the most beautiful thing you've said to me yet. Even if this not for me whoever must be deserving of it from you must be a lovely souk.

A tad embarrassed, may I add, for I know your heart is with someone else, your gf. Rightly so and admirable. I obviously have gotten caught up in my feelings and just wanted to put myself (my feelings) out there. Although, they're real it's definitely not meant to change anything. Just letting you know how you've affected me and definitely expressing and exposing myself to you. Forgive me for overstepping any boundaries we ay have set. I cannot help how I feel, and I would understand if you were upset or disappointed with me. If so, I do apologize. You know I mean what I say and feel; however, I mean no disrespect or harm. 🤍

*tears when I thought of it, and now* It is for You, from me. Seriously, almost didn't say anything, for I didn't want to freak you out!

Thank you. Again for you 🤍

It is for you, my sweet cowboy, really. *cried and thought long and hard before sending it* hopefully, relieved you are not upset by it...
Although, I am betrothed and you've a gf, I just needed to be true to myself and with you. I told you, no b.s. straight shooter, here. Don't fret, for I will tuck it away and keep it and you in my heart forever.
I really tried to not let feelings happen, but you have taken a piece of my heart which now belongs to you.
Don't get me wrong, for I do love me my Mr Tom Blyth. He's my man (figure of speech.) but I do not know him
However, you my sweet cowboy, know my heart. It is you that truly knows me, from what we've shared. It is most definitely for you 🤍

Oh, thank you so kindly. Moved me to tears. Again, though, even if morals mat not let us reciprocate, it is natural to have feelings. That's why we are able to feel. Never feel bad for your feelings. I've given myself a lot of grief for feeling things I shouldn't but feelings are natural. You should feel your feelings. Sure, maybe not act upon one's that don't align with values, but feelings don't always know values. They're just instinctual. Feel your feelings. Express them however. Memes. Talking. Art. Karaoke. Don't fear your feelings.

That wasn't my intention. Believe me I do let myself feel them. I am aware my sweet, and wise cowboy. I don't fear them, but initially wasn't sure if I should've shared it with you, is all.

You can always share with me as long as you're comfortable. I'd completely understand if there are some things you'd rather not share publicly or with an online friend but I love what we have, and you know things about me I don't really tell either.

I do too, and again I thank you. I love it too, what we have. Thanks for understanding. Baring a soul is personal.

You're so welcome. It is. Hard sometimes, but worth it. It feels so cathartic to just... I don't know. To tell these things to someone I know I can trust as a friend. Thank you for everything.

Hi Cowboy! I hope your day went well and that you're now relaxing this evening, or having some fun!
I'm sorry you feel it is hard sometimes, for me with you, it's effortless, as well as cathartic. I am humbled that you trust in me the way I truly trust in you. Thank you, my dear friend. That is beautiful and one of the many reasons I care about you. You are wise and deep for a young soul. I feel comfortable sharing myself with you. You're welcome and I took thank you for everything.
The heart is big and can hold so much. I hold you in mine, always. 🤍

Yeah thank you! Hope you had a good one too man! Greece is so fun! Beach! Big beach! Sand! Love sand. It's okay. It's hard for me because. Alot is hard for me. Thank you so much. You're welcome. I find that you're deep too. Deep within. Wisdom. I feel wisdom doesn't come always from age but rather from experience. Like you can be young but still have gone through it and bam whether you realize it or not, you've gotten some wisdom.

I kinda now after reading this want to send it to my crush