The closest you're getting to everyone hating you is me mildly disliking how extroverted you are. Even Sylc kinda liked ya, from what I gathered. Don't beat yourself up about one little mistake. I do that to myself, and look at me. I'm pathetic and introverted as hell, but you? You're the peppiest, cheeriest person I know. And sure, I don't consider you my friend, and you likely don't consider me yours, but I know that you are the pillar keeping this stream up. These guys legally cannot afford you leaving this stream. They'd go into poverty if that happened.