I have an average of a C+. I have never dipped below an average of B before. I have never failed a class, but I may very well because I have an F and a D. I run the risk of going into spec ed, because I feel sick constantly but don't really tell anyone I know in real life. I feel sad and unfocused every day. Ive started carving "f*g" into my arm as well, of which the concealment for makes me more anxious, which leads into a spiral. I'm not doing alright, and I kick myself everyday for not just throwing everything in my brain away and starting fresh. There's quite a lot, actually.