Don't kill yourself, actually. My policy is to kill myself if anyone I legitimately enjoy kills themself. Thus, nobody really does.
I really do like you, Jayden. Don't commit suicide because it's not worth it. You'll cause more pain to others than yourself. Think of how much better life will be when you're able to work for your own and get your own. All the opportunities and beauty you haven't yet seen. Do you want all of that to end? There's an old quote, "this too shall pass". Remember that before you tighten your noose or drain your blood.