This is the only thing I wish for in life. For someone to just give a f**k about me. But instead, people just brush me off as the bisexual autistic (high functioning) kid that doesn't have feelings just cause I'm a guy. But let me tell you something: Nothing on earth will hurt you more than feeling like no one wants you here and no one cares about you. I'm tired of being told to "Suck it up and deal with it later." I'm tired of being told to "Keep looking, that I'll find someone eventually." (Been doing that for my entire life and not a single f**king relationship has happened.) And I'm so f**king tired of being alone.