I first learned abt this song from a Puella Magi Madoka Magica animatic, and I instantly loved it. When I was with my ex, I liked to think of us like Madoka and Homura. I'm Madoka, the cheery bright sun to his cold sky of darkness. Months after breaking up I was listening to this song and thinking about everything, and realized how he was the only person ever to love me romantically and I became addicted to it, and that Madoka and Homura were the same character, with the same suicidal self-sacrificing death wish, but that Madoka had more connections than just Homura, and Homura had Madoka and no one else. The realization hit me like a truck. I am homura. Closest I've been to crying since I stopped doing so.