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also yeah, facial hair is the worst. I was supposed to get laser last winter, but I told my parents I'm trans and suddenly I can't make that choice. Fml

I want to get laser

don't come out of the closet b4 you get it ^^

I did, but as nb

So... your parents are more chill than mine?

Sort of but like, they don't try to f**k me up for it, that's it
They accept me about 2/5 of the way

that's better than -5/5.
Still, happy for you, hope you get your E

:D

Like I find it funny how my 2 psychs tell me different things
The one I go to bc she's an expert in trans people tells me to wait for when I'm able to live on my own
The other one told me to wait a bit, but like at 18/20, when I'm at uni

Ye

And my parents have told me I'm only getting E if I spend like a year or 2 without talking to any trans person nor watching trans content.

Yeah no okay never let your mum know

yeah. She caught me talking with my IBF (Is it still an IBF if you've been face to face with them but your parents don't allow you to see them?) and it f**ked me up a lot bc I no longer have my allowance :(

Yeah, I don't know how anyone could even think about voting for them even if just for the historically empty promises of a good economy or the bullshit policies. Bro really jd tryna roll back environment and shit. If the rally assassin was just using a Kar98K, a more reliable, powerful and accurate gun rather than the SKS they were using, they would have landed their shot. But the SKS is better at a closer range than they were at, and it's a better weapon for body shots because of its relative inaccuracy compared to other weapons. The Kar98K would have been AMAZING in their hands but they decided not to learn the facts like the goof they are.

Yeah, wish he were the one to get gunned down, rather than that one rando in the background.

I think you're referring to Trump, who talks about being bulletproof because of a wound to his ear

Yeah. As I remember some rando in the background was killed. A firefighter. Not a really good person, as denoted by his presence in the rally, but someone with much less potential for damage.

You're discrediting someone's ability to save lives as a job because they believe in a bad person, for reasons you might not even know. Who's to say he wasn't even in favor of him but someone else wanted him to come?

You, my friend, are about as woke as it gets, and I'm gonna sound like some of those I hate, but this is why I'm a centrist. I have never heard of such outlandish beliefs from truly sensible people and it's downright awful to discredit heroes for something that in the grand scheme of things is insignificant.

I'm... not discrediting anything. I just said he wasn't not a really (in the sense of very) good person. I still think that his job was admirable. I think that gives him extra points. But standing with trump takes a bit off. Like, 4 example, yk racism sentiment is a bigger statistical indicator of someone voting republican than being registered republican? I'm not saying that being pro trump counteracted his heroism as a firefighter, I'm saying that that was his job, and maybe he wasn't that good of a guy in his personal life. Also, the idea he was forced to come by someone he knew hadn't occurred to me tbh.

You don't even know what he believed in. So. Still outlandish

As I said, it didn't occur to me. I expect people to act as I do, and I'd never go to a rally of a politician I don't agree with.

Also I said I didn't wish for him to be killed, I said I wish trump was the one to be gunned down 😭😭😭

Right now it's 11 in the morning
I woke up a half an hour ago

Oh how fun. I woke up at 11:03

Uh huh

Like I always wake up at 11, no matter if I go to sleep at 9 or 2 am.

I wish my school started late

When I become a cathedratic, all my classes will be at 12 or later.

Damn

Like I need momey for cards 😭😭😭

I don't get an allowance. I'm supposed to, but it's one of many systems my mother forgot about. I want to get a job so bad.

I'm gonna start selling 3D models as soon as I get a paypal or smth.

Okay
I'm gonna start the American way, specifically the (my family last name) way. Work at Little Caesar's.

Okay but I am feeling rushed to grow up. 13yos are, like, seventh or eighth grade. I'm in ninth and I'm expected to have conduct beyond my age. I think I'm gonna be a rushed adult.

Oh, you skipped a grade? Cool, me too (if I didn't I'd have a trans person in my class but rn I don't 😭😭😭)

Not cool. It makes me feel small, powerless and like I don't belong, regardless of how long I've known those I'm with.

I relate to that. I switched schools the year right after I skipped a grade, so I didn't keep the "lil one" stigma, but genuinely, the being younger and less experienced accemtuate the autism struggles a lot. Btw, isn't it like... kinda late where you are?

Also, my parents have told me that they will never accept me working as a cashier or anything like that. They want me to become either a civil servant or stay in academia. But anyways, here in spain the "research grants" don't need to be justified, you can buy shit you need to survive and wash the money, saving your own.

Yeah

Anyways, yk how much a university professor makes in spain? 3k monthly. And a cathedratic (the highest level of professor and my goal) makes like almost thrice that, like 8.666,6 (jesus why doesn't this phone allow me to make numbers periodical)

DAMN
in america you can have a nazi and a bad economy or you can have... wait there isn't another option

How did we jump to talking abt the elections? And tbh, I kind of prefer the choices that exist in America. Like I always say the same thing. In spain we have 14 autocrats fighting each other 24/7 and each fakes concern about a different thing wich they defend in the worst way possible, and y'all have the statu quo party and the literal cishet white dictatorship party and people somehow vote for the second one.

Like, yk at every public charge there has to be at least a 1% trans representation? About 0.4% of the world population is trans. I have more than half the chances of getting a civil servant job than anyone else. That injustice summons anger. Anyways, I like that law bc it benefits me ^^

Oh how fun. Does your brother know you're trans or...? did his friend tell him? is your brother chill?

He calls me a f*ggot.
That's about it. He knows I'm an enby but he says I'm not stupid like others in the band are, and I'm like the little sibling of theirs. So yeah, he's very chill

Dude, it doesn't seem like that, maybe I'm misinterpreting bc I'm stupid. Can he say f*ggot, first of all, and secondly, what relation has being nb with not being stupid? that kind of sounded like when I hear people telling me that I'm to smart to be trans and that I should realize what's going on.

Dude
He says it jokingly
He knows
And what I meant was, he thinks I'm relatively smart and I know what the point of embarrassment is

ok, I just didn't understand, srry. I also think you're really smart.

Ye
Thanks

Yw, it's the truth ^^