Why do u have marks on the wall

Have I ever told you about the 37 marks on my wall? Every time I come close to death, go to the hospital, or ALMOST get terribly injured/killed. I put a mark on my wall.

Been doing this since 2016 I think. Not sure tho.

Wow… fun

Hey f35 I know risking yourself to death seems beneficial to you, but you need to be careful, think about your loved ones who care for you and what they would think if they lost you, You’re 16 right? Think about your parents and the burden of them loosing their son, and how would your friends feel?

You may not care about the risk of loosing your life, but how would others who care for you feel about it

I me personally I wouldn’t imagine how my mom would react if she realized that I risked my own life, I would probably be grounded lol

But anyways, stay safe

Everyone extremely close to me already knows about the stuff that I do. They first told me to stop, but let me tell you a personal story that started my dangerous adventures.

I used the think the same as you; I needed to stay alive for the people that care about me. However, one day during my sunrise walk. I saw 7 squirrels; 3 females were caring to a nest, 3 males were looking for food...
One... one sat atop the tree... Large grin, no interest in Females, or family, or friends, or his well being. He sat there with his face to the sunrise, his chest to the heavens, on his hind legs standing atop the world.

So if you want to care about the people around you to the extent of changing your lifestyle... if you want to worry about making the people around you happy at the sacrifice of your well being... if you're worried about doing whatever you can to keep yourself caring for everyone around you... DO IT! That is your choice! That is your lifestyle! There's nothing wrong with it! However... if you think that just because it isn't wrong; it's the only way to do it. Then giving advice isn't for you.

Because you may live to appease the people around you; which is completely fine. That is an honorable role, and we need people like you.

However, I will live a world where I leave it knowing that I regret nothing. I will leave this world knowing that I was good at what I did. I will leave this world knowing that I inspired others. I will leave this world knowing that I made it a better place. I will leave this world knowing that people were happy to have known me. I will leave this world knowing that I am part of a small percentage of people who have been soaked with champagne on a podium. I will leave this world knowing that I have felt the touch of an open wheel steering wheel. I will leave this world knowing that I drove through hell to make it to the top step of that podium. I will leave this world knowing that thousands of people tuned in to watch me race. I will leave this world knowing that I reached speeds of up to 168 mph.

I will leave this world knowing that if I were to be able to go back in time... I WOULD DO ALL OF IT AGAIN!!

HOOAH!

Damn that's going to the venting doc for sure! I didn't even realize how epic that sounded until I read it again 2 more times! I just started yapping tbh. Didn't go over one part of it before clicking Post Comment.

Someone shouldn’t be forced to live a stagnant meaningless life because people care about them. If f35 wants to live dangerously let him do so! As long as he’s happy with it and doesn’t do anything illegal or plain stupid he’s fine.

Spooky you might want to think for a second, what would be your reaction if it was announced in this stream that he died in a motorcycle crash?

I’m not forcing him to do anything, I want him to stay safe because I care about him to

I’d be traumatized but still

I'll still remember your quote "if I'm not close to dying, I'm not living."

Quite the quote

True

What can I say; I got Markiplier syndrome. I just start yapping, and I'm either: Funny asf, a dumbass, or a global influencer.

lol