I haven't been to any country but probably will soon and that doesn't mean I'm in misery or some shit. Cool for you but I doubt if you had any fun when you act on Internet like this. Where you actually threaten to suicide on a literal meme site, it's clearly visible that it's easy to manipulate you. Depressed people don't tend to show signs that they're Depressed and don't talk about it, unless they went through Theyrapy, so yet again I doubt that too, saying that Therapy won't work when you never needed therapy if you have friends.
And you have none because you just said that you have "Depression".