Hiii!
I was born male, but really don't feel like that fits at all, however female is wrong too, I'm more feminine but not trans. I experience gender differently each day, sometimes more,( to the point where I think I might be female) sometimes less ( to the point where I think I might be agender). I've identified as Genderfluid, Trans, Nonbinary in that order and now I have no clue.
Im not out irl but I prefer she/her pronouns and go by "Ashley" ( my parents named me "Austin").
I experience waves of dysphoria, mostly bottom, hair and sometimes voice dysphoria. When I leave this transphobic small town I'll probably wear and clothes I want, sometimes "girl clothes", sometimes "boy clothes". Sometimes what I wear matters alot to me and sometimes it literally does not matter at all.
I have only male friends ( only 2 of them bc of the social anxiety and autism) (and the girls here are hateful)
In terms of sexuality ik for a fact I'm pan but for my gender I have no clue. Can u help?