I hear ya. I’ve had suicidal thoughts and a few good attempts, 4 successful but i was “revived” since I was 9. I’m 53 now.
The last one I went to a hell realm while I was dead. Then ICU for a few days.
After going to hell, more terrifying than you can ever possibly imagine btw, I’ll just wait it out. Thank god we eventually die right?
Buddha was right “Death is a heavenly messenger.”
Life is ok “once in a while” but f**k this place. It’s hell here but there’s definitely even worse ones.
Purest terror I’ve ever experienced.
No thanks. I’ll hope that waiting it out will help because suicide is a ticket to hell. It was in my case anyway.
Good luck.
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