I've finally found a proper source of motivation to work hard and this happens

*pulls out AK-47 respectfully*

FINALLY SOMEONE WHO GETS ME!
i forget shit all the time, and my high school math teacher never let me send stuff digitally, because she couldn't "write on them", even though she had a f**king printer in her room and was right next to the library, and she had made me so stressed from her bullshit that i would have panic attacks in class.
and she didn't even care.
most ableist mother f**ker i've known, and a teacher no less.

Something actually happened today in class
I was done with my work and spacing out until my teacher called my name from the other side of the class which freaked me out
Then she asked if I was done and I nervously nodded because I was panicking
Then she asked my desk mates (three students sit in a row) to check my work
Almost everyone looked at me
Like
And I just realized I'm put between two prefects, which kinda makes it worse

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What

Dude, that freaking sucks.