im unawear of anyone else who feels like this (question in comments)

so im amab. and (effectively) a cis male. but are you awear of a term for someone who (in my case) wants to be trans male?

also if your lips are dry drink some water. im going to go down two glasses rq.

For the sake of helping me understand better, are you wishing you were more masculine than you currently are or are you feeling like a gender/aesthetic envy toward transmen/trans mascs?

its kinda a gender balance im looking for, but i also want to be a guy. it would be way easier to do that as a transmasc. so its weird how i described it before is: that to be more of a guy you have to start out as less of a guy. what im trying to portray? my objective is weird when im gender is in superposition between neutral and being a guy.