I went on a late night walk. a somewhat long walk at that. for about an hour and a half. I walked down to the waterfront, and back through the neighbourhood. I kept thinking to myself about why I manipulate people, why I used to suicide bait, and why I do all of these things for a bit of attention, or even as a cry for help. I thought about all of the death threats I got sent, and slander memes made just to throw dirt on my name. what am I doing? I need to get offline, and start doing shit. I need to block people who don't believe in me and berate me, and I need to actually TAKE my medications. anyways, if you got this far in reading my yap, thank you for your time. I'm trying to change, even if others won't let me forget who I was. honestly guys, I think my life has hit a bit of a turning point tonight.