your really making me cry rn, this is sad
well, my life sucks too, I was once homeless with my family in a hotel, my mother was nice, my father was abusive, I had a brother and sister, and I was happy, but then me, my sister, and brother all left my parents, because someone took us, then me and my sister are living with these old people (and still are to this day) and we´ve been there for 7 years, but now no one knows where my parents are, because they are missing, and my brother was living with other people, but then a few years later, my brother gotted mental issues, then was sent to the hospital, then he ran to our house and locked himself in our bathroom, then the police came and shot him, now he´s dead, now I have depression, anger issues, I overthink, and i´m VERY awkward around people, then our foster mother started getting dementia and started getting rude and disrespectful, and I am losing a lot of friends, and I mean a LOT, and i´m worried that my sister might die, and I don´t want that to happen, and I don´t know what to do anymore
but I keep smiling, not because i´m brave and strong...
but because i´m losing my sanity and i´m going crazy
:3