you feel like your gender doesn't align with your thoughts, emotions and interests. transgender people usually exhibit this and correct it through gender reassignment surgery and hormone theraly.
that isnt a bad wish. in fact i daresay that is a very good wish, to sit in fluffy clothes with a cat mining for diamonds in a calm, happy block based game. i support you
gender sucks. i dont even want a gender rn. i don't want gender to exist. i just want to play minecraft and wear fluffy clothes with a cat in my lap. people gender everything. chairs are not female. chairs are f**king chairs.