I NEVER SAID I WANT IT TO END I JUST WANT TO FEEL SOMETHING ANYTHING GOOD GOD. YOU DO NOT KNOW MY STORY, YOU DO NOT KNOW ME. QUIT BUTTING INTO SHIT THAT YOU DON'T KNOW SHIT ABOUT. IF YOU AIN'T GOT SOMETHING NICE TO SAY, SAYING ANYTHING AT ALL WILL ONLY MAKE ME WANT TO STAB MYSELF MORE ALRIGHT