i dont know how to react to this ngl .
but also , you said that i was right , that you are not giving enough , so you get nothing . Well if you dont give yourself love , you will not receive , its why to me , its important to start here . Go check the mirror , and this time look at your face and say "i love you the way you are" , EVEN if its a lie , it would mean you gave yourself enough time say positive words , and so you may receive positive things