Sometimes in life, everything is beautiful, but well as ya get older you experience life, both good and for some, like me, well the horrific! YARRA MAN; Ya try not allowing it to change who you are, but sometimes things are so horrific (I've seen much) the betrayal so complete, that you see the battle damage on those you love, that it starts getting you down. So you tell yourself to look at the nice things, even just a glimpse and hope it makes you treat the Cancer more like a malady. It is hard but sometimes ya have to think of your family not yourself!
