I'm f**king done. Shit happened, and I have to leave my school, I lost all my friends. I was in JROTC, and my chief helped me out a lot. I lost him too. It sounds like nothing, but my mental health was already broken. I'm just f**king done.
Nothing probably matters in the first place imo. Killing yourself won't change that. Don't throw away what future you have because of a couple of issues, even if they are horrible. At least go through the motions a while longer. Things can get better.
Describing emotions has never been my strong suit. What I feel though is like not caring, and the feeling like I could wither away and die from emotional exhaustion. I almost want it, because it already feels satisfying.
it doesnt usually help, but sometimes depression is made worse by your body lacking specific chemicals the brain needs to operate properly. basically, if nothing else works, start taking vitamins and sitting outside for a bit every day in the sun. sounds stupid but it has helped me before somewhat
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